i want to forget him
    

      
please he doesn't know how much i think of him
    

      
negitave or postive.. barely its postive.
    

      
but my love. my love is a short spark. its. still there.
    

      
i wish it was not there. its not fair.
    

      
oh not at all.
    

      
i wanted to comfort him.
    

      
hold him.
    

      
love him.
    

      
still, the love i recieved was not real.
    

      
but to me, i'd like to think it was real.
    

      
knowing that no one. ever. ever. will act like that towards me.